With Me..

Its seems like im too important for everyone
but that only my self knows what im, the one who cries alone
But where I shud go from here?
With no one left to save me from my own madness.
I feel I can’t escape…
i think that I can’t see right through my eyes, scared to death to face reality
and no one seems to hear my hidden cries, I’ve left my face alone
you know the truth?
I realize that im scared, but I can’t abandon everyone.
You don’t want to getaway from all this now
Though Im sick of speaking words that no one understands..

Is it clear enough that i can’t live my whole life, all alone?
There is always a person hold me so concealed when Im about to fall,
Who keeping me harmless, so covered…

and so hidden that I even can’t pick that out….
He is the one can hear me when i whisper, and others can’t even hear me screaming
And that is what I feel love about him.

Now I don’t wana hide from all of you…
I even not feeling free to breathe right now
The truth is….
I can’t reject the whole world which I wish I could.
And I have to overtake my all life with one or no one!
Even I know im not in love with any one but my Allah given a unseen shield every time with me..
So that is what keeps me alive as yet..
Then why my mind doesn’t allow me to believe it? (I wish I could believe it)