Is it perfect by nature that all icons of self indulgence and its means just what we all need are more lies about this world?It’s never been, and never will be finding out that why you feel no shame to see me. And why u always investigates things about me and I feel this sometimes I’ve got everybody fooled.
Look here I come now a place with bow down and stare in wonder, all of you will stands for me and say “Maryam you are the best”!! And I can read the bluffly tricks you tying to portrait on me.. so in that sense how can I love you?
when Im not pretending my feeling and reading about you, now i know everybody around making me fool like them…
its never been, and never will be shown why you don't feel shy to see me every time, and to speak about me and explore my thoughts on world…know how you've betrayed me?
and somehow I’ve got everyone fooled by me…
im scared now that without the mask where I’ll hide, I can't find myself because im lost in your lie…
i know the truth now and i know who you are…i don't love you anymore to say always lie about my beauty and about my good heart. I know that Im completely blank from inside. Not good neither bad.
I wish u could read my eyes like a book and I feel my breath like fresh air… im bushed to making myself a soulless doll for everyone. Im just like hanging in the middle of millions animals and want to touch me and bite me from anywhere… and im just helpless to move from my place right now!!
It’s never been and never will be understood that why you don’t feel awful to speak about me everytime and why making anecdotes about me if im out of home…
And why you don’t say front of me that what you believe about me as you trying to just catch me somehow…
Im just tired and breathless to live in imaginary life and to be a lie by myself, I just wana fly away one day from here to touch my finger to the moon light, so far away from this indulgence lies…
After I die, in the arms of an angle fly away from here may I’ll find some relieve there…
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