I am Alive..

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
I wish that i could just leave, but I cant cause my attendance still remains here
And it won't leave me alone, these are wounds won't seem to heal
im in pain is just too real, There's just too much hurts that time cannot erase
When i cried no-one to wipe away my tears…
When ever i screech, nobody there to fight away from my fears,
And no-one to held my hand through all of these years
but see, m still standing in swift blowing air

Even i used to captivate myself by my resonating light
I think I'm bound by the life i left behind
my face it haunts, after once pleasant dreams
my voice it chased away from all the sanity in me

My life has so much predicament and im trying to erase by passing time day by day..
But no one knows how much its panic without sustained.
i feel every time that im about to fall…
I know these all are my childish fears, because my attendance still remain here
And it won’t leave me alone; Evan how this pain is just too much real.
It has to be realized that there’s too much that time can not erase…
I know it’s too hard to get my life pleasure, my belief once again.
Here no-one is with me, I’ve been alone…all along