Fears...

I found always people try to cut me in to pieces, and wants me from somewhere… pulled me up so long that I could feel the heavens, pushing me up as much that i was breathing almost not, but they’d keep pressing me to die on the name of success, I always screaming, deceiving and bleeding for them and they still won't hear me. Now I don’t want anyone or anybody’s love…

now I don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself…
like that maybe I'll wake up for once non tormented daily defeated by them, Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom…
as I’m going under endless dark sea, drowning in you as I'm falling forever, I've got to break through this endless dark night…

I’m blurring and stirring between the truth and the lies, I don't know what's real what’s imaginary light, its always confusing the thoughts in my head, So I can't trust myself anymore…
that im alive or im dying again and falling in the continual night and I've got to break through this everlasting terrors…
so what’s to scream at me, now I'm so far away and I won't be broken again. I've got to breathe now; I can't keep falling like this because I'm dying again and again…

I'm going under the dark constant sea, drowning in painful dead I'm falling forever
I've got to break through this thread of my soul, I can’t keep effecting and bleeding like this…
Now im just gona sleep for long and maybe like this ill fly for once and I could touch the moon light…
I won’t bother then what happened down as long period of falling, darkness and pain…